Where I belong: The Search

Under the ice
Under the snow
Under the sea where the water flows
Away from the world that looks at me in awe
Away from the people who think of me as a hero

In this one place
I am left alone
Where I think of my wrongs
The ones that I couldn’t save
The ones I left behind

Over here I lie all alone
Where I can enjoy my only home
the place that keeps me in control
the place where I don’t feel like I’m in a sinkhole

My depression
My anger
My aggression
My ‘cancer’

They all disappear
When I’m in my fortress
My own
My Precious
My Fortress of Solitude