Heartbreak

My heart is beating out of my chest
I don’t know if you love me
Or is all of this just a test
Shall I stay or do I go
I feel like this is all just a show
I cry and cry until I feel my heart
Physically breaking
I just want you and nobody else
My head my heart my stomach
Are aching
I’m praying this is all just a dream
I wake up and I’m in your arms again
But the thing is with you
Nothing is what it seems
All the memories flows through my mind
I’d do anything to go back and make you mine
But yet again the words you say hurt
You know me too well
In fact
An expert.