My special tree

I sit here and I wonder
Under my special tree
I sit directly under
As my thoughts run free

A spot where I feel calm
Upon my wildest dreams
Under this pretty palm
With all its beautiful themes

I know I will never quit
I will never lose my confidence 
I will climb out of this painful pit
I won't look for conference

In my special tree I still sit
In my special tree I still wonder
The past is behind 
I wonder whats over yonder