There Is No God But The Natural World
By Ruby S
Published 28 September 2024
Walking, walking, walking, asking for forgiveness
Telling the great blue deity I won't bow to it like our bodies intended
Telling leaves I am old and tired, so I must pick them fresh from their branches
Watching sycamore trees, eucalyptus—their names poems in
themselves I will not worship, for I have found better in the light of my
own darkened rooms; and besides they are sour like
Tilia cordata: core meaning heart,
green pulpy mesmerisions, cracked like sweating bark. Wielding the
rocky crags forth like primeval monsters of the ancient world
showing us, in our small rushing lives, that there is something bigger,
deeper and truer; even plastic fishing lines cannot stifle that
It still knows who it is.
How can it remind you and I?
The Earth teaches and we pretend it did not give us eyes or ears—only hands
We teach it about pain and loss to feed the gaping cavern left behind
when we finally wrenched free our connections to it
Only to find on the brink of infernal descent, that there is no God
But the natural world.