Sit but don’t 

sit. Live but don’t 

live. This is beyond discomfort

 

or dismissal. I

                  feel hot. I feel

red. What to do 

 

with it. Stand 

                  for Ancestors

the clothes they shed.           

 

To create a haunted

                  object: recolour memory

meld domestic sharpness

 

turn the familiar into a

                 fugitive. Stretch to

repurpose the infected fabric 

 

trace the care and attention

labour these shapes of wordless pain

remove the heavy frame

stare back at the colonial gaze

slow down the gut punch

twist their knife in the underside of history

absorb the fight of your family

wear three centuries on your back

transmit your Ancestors 

converse with the living past

sit up to a shore of ships

sing to a shifting mirror world 

 

It is a privilege

to sit on history.

Feel the teatree burning of

 

belonging. Lie down

on Empire. Put 

your legs up. The body 

 

lifts. 

 

 

Footnote: ‘A Hauntology of Traces’ responds to Julie Gough’s sculpture ‘The Chase’ (2008). The many contrasts within Julie’s work spur ideas and connection, and this poem reflects on the laboured craft of transformation. This poem has been commissioned in partnership with the National Gallery of Australia.

Put two household objects together to create something new and strange. Centre the poem around the history of this object.

Ellen van Neerven
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