beach of pain
By Freya H
I always wanted to be left alone
Sitting on a beach watching the dolphins play
But now the place I love
Somehow I hate
I'm lost in grief
Waiting for the waves take me away to a place where it doesn't hurt
Feeling the sand drift me away
All I want is a little less pain
The palm trees sway a storm is coming
But thinking of leaving makes me hurt even more
The place we always were
The place he told me he loved me for the first time
The place he proposed
We never thought we wouldn't get to that day
That call that changed it all
This beach makes me feel so close to him
But makes me feel so much pain
This beach makes me feel like I'm losing him a little more each time I leave
The storm is brewing over the horizon
Makes the storm inside full of pain and anger slowly go away but will never be gone