I look at the sun every day and the beautiful sunrise and sunset as the moon comes up above the biggest mountains with snow and grass so green so lushious and nutritious as the clouds look like old memories as the rocks on the mountain get bigger the higher you go. At the bottom all you can think about is the beautiful river ponds and lakes flowing and birds tweeting and all the beautiful flower fields and trees big and small the beautiful beaches and rocks and seagulls and the deserts with no water at all you think of what a lovely life you have compared to other people in the world as you fade back to reality you see all your friends worried about you. You say you're fine and you realise this is going to be the hardest hike you have ever done.