all the while, trying to start the engine
By Vacant Dragon à la Subverted Lips, Helen Franzmann
Published 27 June 2024
(for Jupiter)
between waking and sleep, two switches flicker
connecting stop-starts from Life and Now
when we were young, car floors seemed endless
dried mud, lost change, the astronomical reach under the driver’s seat
do you remember standing on the roof? (the antenna reaching into space)
do you remember sitting on their lap? (the switch flickers)
we don’t have to ask how it got into the river
the current laps at the car door (the moon is close)
your arm makes a rainbow over the steering wheel
your head turns to the right of time
V idles in a truck beside you
you indicate but she doesn’t let you in
cue man and dog, dreaming of dolphin tricks (that switch again)
we don’t have to ask how the car got onto dry land
the engine, now full of river (your foot on the clutch)
dolphin-man and dog in the rearview mirror (your eyes flicker)
the hills open their lungs and breathe you in
as you lay in bed, do you swallow at each hilltop or do you hold your breath?
Jupiter, in that sea of night, we can’t avoid vast oceans or tidal waves
reaching into space, aren’t we constantly learning to drive?
Footnote: this poem was created using the Dreams or memories constraint as the starting point.